All I have is this very Holopic of her and the memory of us going into the Jedi Council chambers. I wonder what happened to her, and where she may be? I wonder where she is. I go to my room every day and await for a message or something to tell me what has become of her. I do find it awfully strange that all the sudden she is missing. The last time I heard from her was around the beginning of the year. Then nothing. I wondered if my little escapade last month of going off with someone had detoured the event of Master CeCe Denowai becoming my Master.

Recently I have been just wondering the Temple looking everywhere for her, asking the other Jedi if they had seen her anywhere's and the common answer is "Sorry, little Belda... No I have not..." I even tried to Holo her... I am not sure what to do. I still would love to have her as my Master.

I figure she must be on a secret assignment. I often imagine that I can see what she must be seeing. I still feel her Force around here so I know she's alive and ok.

Life here at the Temple has been better as of recently. That scary Phantom evil guy is gone. My friends Master Phobia, Master Kriss, Master Skywalker, Master Adana one night helped me chase him away forever. It was spectacular, err at least I was told. I had been knocked unconscious just before the fight erupted. I'm told Master Phobia and Master Skywalker fought this Phantom valiantly! I awoke to a lot of smoke and Master Phobia on the floor. She recovered from her wounds. Master Kriss stood by me and Master Adana used the Force to awaken both Master Phobia and myself. I wish I had been awake to see Master Phobia and Master Skywalker fighting. Of all the times for me to be passed out cold! Anyways every since then, I haven't had the horrible nightmares... Thank you Master Phobia, Master Skywalker, Master Kriss, Master Adana for helping me. Other than that life at the Jedi temple is back to normal....

Master CeCe, if your still out there, please contact me? Let me know your ok...