Saturday, June 30, 2007

Chassing Dreams... Chassing Kitties

Well my Master Phobia and Master Godfrey left for another mission. I was told this mission wouldn't be safe for me so I was left behind. I didnt like the idea of being left behind at all.

The last time this happened an unknown Sith came into my room and well ruined things for me. I'll never forget how scared I felt being tormented by the Sith.

Not to mention I got into a heap of trouble with Master Cin over the whole ordeal. It wasn't like I had offered my room to this Sith and told him to invade the Temple. He was an unviated guest.

I was not about to let another uninviated guest show up in my room, so I decided to meditate and ask of the Force what to do. I didn't feel right asking anyone else for help.

I sat on the floor in a comfortable position as I was taught to do and began to meditate. As I did so I began to see many things, some of it I could understand, others I had no clue as to what they meant.

The one vision I saw was of a Jedi/Sith in Dark Clothing comming in covered in blood. He looked angry and like he wanted to kill more as if he had no remorse for his deeds.

Another vision I got was of Catia and Marisha comming into the Temple and reaking havic. They were also accompied by this Jedi/Sith. All three of them leaving death in their wake!

Yet another vision I saw was a Jedi in white fighting the Jedi/Sith, great waves of love surrounded the Jedi in white.

All these visions kinda scared me... I knew something was about to happen and very soon. There had to be something I could do.... Anything!

I began to cry for all the things I had seen. I must have cried half of the day because I haddent noticed the time. I had become hungry... So I got up, dryed my eyes and went to the dinning area.

As usual the dinning area was filled with other Jedi like myself. Some were more advanced than me, others were at my level. I went to the line for where we go to get our food and waited.

As I waited in line I saw my friends Sarrah and Lissa in line ahwead of me. They turned back and waved.

"Belda? When did you get back? Where's your Master?" Sarrah asked.

"We got back last night late. They went on a Mission and left me here." I said.

"Oooh... Did you know that there are Jedi who are missing?" Lissa chimed in.

I nodded yes.

"Come join us Belda?" Both Lissa and Sarrah said to me in unison as theygrabbed their trays and went towards the tables to sit and eat. I sometimes wondered if Lissa and Sarrah were actually releated? They often thought and even said things in unison.

"Okay, I will." I responded. I went up to the counter to see what was being served. It was a casarole dinner with what looked like it had noodles, beans and meat.

This wasn't my favorite dinner but at least it filled you up. I could tell NandeHi wasn't the cook today. NandeHi always made food taste much better.

I went to where Lissa and Sarrah was sitting. I always loved sitting amongst my friends. They made me laugh.

As we sat and ate a funny thought came into my head. The kind of thought that made many of the Jedi Masters including my own Master get nervious. "Tee-Hee" I laughed.

Lissa and Sarrah knew that when I had this look I was up to something or about to get into something. I thought it would be good to get one of the Temple cats to stay in my room for the night. All I needed was bait.

I thought of the many ways to bribe a cat into staying in my room with me. I made a silent pledge to take good care of the lucky kitty.

"Belda? Belda? HEY BELDA! WAKE UP!" Sarrah said.

"Huh?" I responded...

"Belda, what are you thinking of? We know that look... All too well!" Lissa said with a knowing look in her eyes.

"Uh well, I'll tell you in a minute when I work out the finnery and the details, then I'll let you in on my thoughts." Clearly by now I had definatelly I had learned how to block my thoughts from prying minds. *tee-hee*

I thought about my plan and pondered the plan on what was to happen. Then it was settled, I'd just go up to where the Kitties were and entice one of them to follow me. *tee-hee* As I worked out the finner detials my two friends became impatient with me and asked me again... "Belda, common tell us what your thinking?"

"Ok, I want one of the Temple Kitties to stay in my room with me until my Master and Master Godfrey returns." I said.

They both looked an me with blank faces and then looked at one another and said "huh?"

"Well, I happen to know that Marisha and Catia aren't too fond of kitties, and well i dont think the kitties are too fond of them either?" I said.

"Oooh..." They said.

"Is Marisha still plaugeing you Belda?" Lissa asked.

"Yes" I said.

"Oh this isn't good. Not good at all..." Sarrah said.

"Yeah, not good at all! Not one bit..." Lissa agreed.

"I will defeat her one day, she'll slip up and well, it'll be her end soon!" I said.

"Is Catia still trying to bug you? Your Master?" Sarrah asked.

I nodded yes. Catia was another problem in itself. How could I help my Master rid herself of this horrioble demon woman? Until my Master's free, she'll suffer much.

Right now I had to figure out which kitty I was gonna beg to stay with me for the durriation of the time my Master was away. I knew I couldn't just go over to them and pick them up and take them with me. This was a delicate process that had to be thought through carefully and percisely.

I looked at my two friends to see if they had an idea as to whick kitty I'd ask to help guard me and my room. Niether one seemed to have any ideas. I knew I had to do this on my own... I knew I couldnt tell anyone of the 3 dreams/visions I saw earlier to do such a thing would bring about chaos.


TBC....

(update, I am not sure if or when *I'm hoping it'll be very soon that I'll return* I'll be on line again because my internet is susposed to be cut off soon. Please keep me in your thoughts... I will miss you all dearly! Thank you for reading my blog. Please continue to stop by incase there be updates and I return... I will do the best I can to keep in touch with you all. Please take care and may the Force be with you all!)

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Marasha and Catia







Here's the Master Catia. She sometimes will intercept my Master Phobia's mind and body... Catia is a Sith, who was once a Jedi...




Here's one of Catia's many apprentices Marasha. Dont let this sweet face fool ya! She loves the Darkness...






Well so far lots of things have happened... I have been to so many places in the last few months I dont know where I am currently on the plannet called Ragoon 3 watching some kind of a Tournament... I dont like it I find some of the other contestants to be cheating so i attempt to rush onto the arena! Stoped once again in my tracks by my Master I sit there next to her. Inside I am pouting and wanting to take action. But being restrained isnt all that great. I feel like they baby me alot. I'm not a Youngling who is akward and doesnt know how to handle a saber. I constantly get "Belda, you are the child of light... Your not to act out in anger or strike out on anyone."





*Sigh*





So I sit here anxious and wanting to help Master Godfrey and feeling useless and totally alone. I became bored and restless about this time so I decided to sit quietly and think of ways to entertain myself. This is what I call the Belda version of meditation. This most of the time angers Master Yoda to no extent because I zone out completely. "Daydreaming you are again young Belda" He says. I say Tee-hee...





Anyways while I was Belda Meditating I began to let my mind wonder all around the ring for something or someone to distract me from this Tournament thingy. Low and behold in broad day light I spot Marasha and I know where Marasha is Catia is near by! I look over at my Master and say...



"Master, its Marasha! That Sith Spawn!"



"Belda! Belda Pinik!, you watch your attitude!" I heard. I wasnt sure if that was my Master speaking to me or Catia... I didnt all to well like Catia. She was always calling me names like...... Papoose, and whelp, and Jedi Brat, or spoiled little baby! So me calling Marasha a Sith Spawn in comparison is nothing. I decide to open my eyes to see if I can pinpoint whom scolded me. I imediately spot Catia! That mean nasty Sith Which! She looks at me and I can actually feel her anger and hatred towards me. I say nothing and do nothing... I just stare at her waiting for the right time to defend my self from her attacks. Without me noticing my Master had gone down to help Master Godfrey...

"Well... well little whelp, what are you gonna do now? Your Master's sitting here and I know she will not approve you to move." Catia taunted me.

I wanted so bad to go over to her and rip out her hair but I knew my Master wouldnt have it! In fact, I know she'd be on me like white on rice...

"Well? Little whelp? Need your Mommy to tell you you can play?" Catia taunted over and over...

I looked over at her and saw Marasha was quickly approaching. "Master, the deed is done, the Jedi will soon pay for trying to come here and follow us." Marasha looked over at me and then back at her Master Catia.

"I am pleased with you, my little apprentice." Catia responded.

"Why is that thing here?" Marasha said pointing at me.

Catia laughed. "That thing is trying to obey her Master and not go anywhere. Sad isnt it, my little one?"

I took in a deep breath doing all I could to hold back the urge to pounce them both and fight them. The very nerve of them calling me a thing! Who do they think they are?

"Making you mad little baby?" Marasha said.

I shook my head no. I knew if they knew I was getting mad, they'd have me. The Dark Side would win. So I did what every other Jedi would do in that situation and just stared at them. I said absolutely nothing. I knew if I even opened my mouth, I'd regret what'd come outa it.

Marasha laughed. "She's such a baby, too widdle to think on her own needs her widdle Mommy to help her..." Marasha looked around to where my Master was supposed to have been sitting. "Looks like your Mommy left you all alone unprotected? Whose to say someone might not come along and snatch you away?"

As much as I felt like I wanted to clobber them both I had to admit Marasha was right... where was my Master? "Master, where are you?" I called out. I ran over to the balcony edge and saw here down in the arena with Master Godfrey. They were fighting viciously. I heard Marasha and Catia laughing behind me. For the first time in a while I felt totally alone and I began to feel fear. I knew I couldnt fight them both alone physically. I did what I could to mask my fear. "Whats so funny?" I asked.


"You, you little whelp" Catia said.

"Your scared arent you?" Marasha asked. She began to approach me slowly.

Without thinking I grabed my saber and it was lit in my hands before Marasha could approach me. "I'm not scared... what me scared of you?" I said with a laugh.

"Why's your saber lit? I was only comming over to see your Master fight." Marasha said with an evil look in her eyes.

"I don't know, I just like to wave my saber around, thats all" I said. Before I knew it Marasha had her saber lit too as well. It was obvious to me she was planning on striking me. "Why did you ignight yours?" I asked

"I plan on actually using mine... On you..." She said. She looked back at Catia who also was closing in on us, her saber drawn as well. With a slight nod, Marisha came at me full force.

I blocked her every attack. I had to admit though she's a ghost, she's still strong with the Force. I had to really use the Force to repel Marasha off of me. If that wasnt bad enough Catia also was comming at me as well. I did all I could to keep them from hurting me.

"Well, the little whelp can fight some, cant she, my darling apprentice?" Catia said. "But now it is time... Time for this little whelp to learn..." Catia came at me not with-holding anythng back. Her attacks were vicious and fast. I did all I could to fight her off. It was apperent Catia and Marasha had came here to do something... something bad, and I was in the wrong place at the wrong time.

It seemed with every attack they did, I dodged the best I could. What was the purpose in them attacking me? Why did they wait till I was all alone to do so? All I could tell was they were not fooling around. And neither was I. My Master returned up to the booth and saw us fighting... She and Master Godfrey went after Catia and Marasha. I could see from the expression on Master Godfrey's face he wasnt at all happy.

My Master did all she could to stop him from killing Marasha and Catia. I just stood there looking at them all.

"Awe the Babies Mommy and Daddy came to fight her battles for her again?" Catia said.

Without a warning, Catia and Marasha left... I looked at my Master and Master Godfrey confused...

TBC... (sorry it took so long for me to do a post RL got busy for me)